Azamit Elijah, also known by his TROLLIAN handle forgottenSpectacle, is a fantroll of mine. He is part of a little personal project, which in its most basic terms is merely a reproduction of Homestuck. Made only for personal amusment, clearly. *chuckles*
Stole Katts fantroll Batnid’s look:
Stole my fantroll Asamot’s symbol and ripped off his name:
HEY TAYLOR. KNOCK IT THE FUCK OFF. :)
You dont even like homestuck you desperate little cunt. :)))))
“You listen to me. You know exactly who this is. You came into my house, you touched my child…You think you’re crazy? I’ll show you crazy. Just try me, bitch.” —Obsessed, 2009
Stay out of my art tag, stay away from me, and while your at it… stay off the whole god damn Internet. Stop befriending troubled people and trying to help them with their life issues like you give a shit and then FAKE KILLING YOURSELF AND ABANDONING THEM WITH A WHOLE NEW ISSUE TO DEAL WITH.
You are poisonous. You are lower than dirt and nothing you do will ever amount to ANYTHING because you are a backstabbing parasite.
You deserve to be friendless and miserable, you have squandered every single helping hand held out to you; grabbing it to help yourself up from your feigned death and stabbing them in the back once you’re on your feet. But what you don’t realise is, you cant stand on your own. So keep on stabbing people until theres no one left. And then just stay down.
Heyy, can we keep an eye out for work traced from me for the next while? (My work is found here.)
I have recently done some work I feel that Taylor would be interested in. Its more realism than I usually do, which she always steals. And she loooveesss taking really personal shit of mine and bastardising it into some supernatural fandom pandering horse-shit. I have also noticed her lurking in a stream of mine and I’m very concerned about this.
AND, A PERSONAL APPEAL TO THE THIEF HERSELF SINCE SHE ADMITTED SHE NEVER MISSES A POST OF MINE:
If you trace any of my shit I will not hesitate to take serious action.
Trace Panel 10. See what happens.
“Dearest, I feel certain that I am going mad again. And I shan’t recover this time.” - Virginia Wolf
Ahh, that quote has clung to me for years. I feel right to use it now.
I can see everything laid out before me, like a map of my pathetic timeline. It’s bittersweet; only now can I see all the things I should’ve done, what I shouldn’t have said, all the thing I’d change if I could. It’s too late for that now though. Why bother thinking about the past if nothing can be done. No words re-written.
I’m sorry, but i’m finished here. Time for the curtains to go down.
My timeline is wearing thin. Its going to break sooner or later. This time, I want to be the one who ends my own life. Suicide always sounds more reassuring than ‘attempted murder’, doesn’t it dad?
I can’t deal with anything anymore; this is nothing new. Past attempts had landed me under a grating supervision, surrounded by micromanagement. It’s all just too much. It’s my fault, I’m just so tired of hurting. I really just need it all to stop.
I feel like the antagonist in everyone’s story. Nothing I do will ever matter. I’m not a superhero; I try to make others happy but in the end I cause the opposite. It took Charlie/Serah for everything to really click. I’m glad she made me want to do this. Thanks.
I think this all started when my sister died in 2009. When I started living as a dead man. When she wasn’t there to talk to me anymore I realized I had no one left. At all. And no one really cared anyways, everyone was busy with their lives.
I’m one of 7-something billion. Don’t fool yourself, my one life isn’t so important.
This is goodbye; I swear i can’t survive on a half-hearted life that with never be whole.
Tonight i might be with my sister. Tonight I might die to awake to her eyes.
Sorry everyone. I know, i know, you hate me. Well, I hate me too.
EDIT: This person was never even suicidal.
They never intended on killing themselves, and frankly I have no idea why they thought this was a good idea.
They told me not to tell anyone, but this is getting way out of hand.
I knew it! That may be stock, not sure. But none the less.
I frequent this persons dA specifically because I know they trace but cant seem to pin down from where. They’re a frequent theme when it comes to the fandoms Taylor traces for, and I see them in eachother’s faves constantly. They even did an art trade once… I’ve often entertained that they are the same person.
Yes, it was completely unfair of me to take that concept. I understand that, seriously, send more of these comments. I mean, guh, I need to be ratted out. It was unfair. It’s like “Dear self, when you see a concept you like, don’t steal it. Love self.” I did say it was based upon another concept, but that obviously wasn’t enough. I take full liability for that; i’m sorry. ):
“After seeing numerous other people’s takes on United State of Pop 2011, I will never not associate this song with Chuck.” Does not at all imply you based it off another concept.
But your groveling is appreciated.
You should also tell people about the original.
And maybe not take commissions if you’re going to rip off other people’s art.
And maybe also not do anything fandom related.
And maybe also stop telling people how “suicidal” you are.
And stop making up trips you didn’t go on, illnesses you don’t have, afflictions you don’t suffer from, nationalities you aren’t, ect.
And get a unique taste in music. Its fucking creepy when you quote the exact songs I listen to like its a big ass coincidence. Its not.
While you’re at all of this, I think maybe you should just get off the internet forever.
Take it all
You can take everything but you can’t take my soul.
- United State of Pop 2011
After seeing numerous other people’s takes on United State of Pop 2011, I will never not associate this song with Chuck.
Gee Taylor I thought you killed yourself or something…?
Its nice that you aren’t QUITE stealing my art line for line… but the text is literally line for fucking line.
Can someone please redeem Supernatural for me? Can someone please redeem the fandom?
Can some SPN fans reblog this? Cause I feel like the fandom should care when this kinda shit happens… I feel like SOMEONE should hold people responsible… I’m sick of getting ripped off and the resulting art getting more attention than mine. I’m sick of fandoms (most notably live action) tracing legit art and not giving a fuck for some god awful reason.. I’m tired of Taylor. I’m just tired….
That means Vincent, Gabe, Chris, and Charles for starters.
Charles is gonna need a lot of work considering his looks and personality are basically York from Deadly Premonition.
Vincent, haha. Vincent was always mine. I asked Taylor to make a vampire character. I named him, chose his hair color and style, manner of dress, even a lot of his personality to the point where I wrote him better than her. Also she gave me permission to take him. So theres that.
Gabe… I don’t know if I actually want him. He seems fine. Probably gonna just write him out or something considering hes like a third wheel in Freyr’s life.
And Chris I don’t even really want. He makes me uncomfortable and he was always shoddily written and poorly portrayed.
This one girl that is being lied to by Taymonster under the Aiden alias unfollowed me…
Its kinda sad, I’d been trying to get her to talk to me so I could gently tell her about the situation for a while now.
“Aiden” probably told her I was a troll, like they’ve been telling everyoneee.
They are interchangeable terms used to express the same illness. Some argue there is a line between them but technically they are the same thing. For those who do discern between the two, DID is considered a less severe case of MPD.
So I don’t understand where you’re going with that argument anyway.
and i’m just saying this in a ‘my opinion’ way because idk i guess it’s warned because i’m a “monser” (althoughi’m aware of that)
is that you act as ifyouhave gone to school, gone to uni/whateveramericahas, have a degree in psychology and a specialist PhD in traumatic abuse and therefor can tell me that i “don’t have DID”
which is not called MPD
but you know what. i mean, go ahead. think whatyoulike.
you’re allowed to
i’m not telling you not to because hell
Fucking shut up. You dont need a degree to spot a liar.
Hey, try to be civil here. I thought i was supposed to be the uncivil one.
Excuse me? You’re telling me to mind my manners?
Okay sure I’ll bite my tongue.
No, i’m not.
I just don’t want to make you feel any worse.
You don’t have to live what i live with, and i’m glad for that because i wouldn’t
want to inflict this upon anyone.
(Read as: NO ONE UNDERSTAANDDSS MEEE)
Does this seem like something worthy of a fucking ED article? Cause its kind of fucking hilarious and my journal on dA basically IS an article. Its been updated a lot btw.
With shit about how this person is claiming I’m “Ignoring that they are paraplegic” somehow. (Read as: I’m disabled treat me special! >:O) Also, they aren’t. They post pics of themselves standing up all the time.